Unhappy...

He was leaning his back against my knees... he's falling asleep...

we were in a drinking session in our house... me, kim, gie, jhen, anne, cheche, mac-mac, raymond, raf-raf, nico, and jeff...

we're just hanging out since the beer's all gone na...

raymond was sleeping so i thought that it would be fun to put make-up in his face... so i woke my hubby but he got angry while asking me why i woke him up... so i just said nothing... and ask him if he wants us to sleep na... he got furious so raf-raf, who was there approached him and told him that it was nothing... but he didn't listen...

he went outside and raf-raf, raymond who woke up and nico followed him... then he went inside our room so i followed him... he said a lot of mean things like i'm still young, i'm flirting, he could give way so i can find the one who would truly make me happy since it seems like i'm still looking around...

i tried to tell myself that it's just the alcohol... i mean, there isn't really any problem at all.. i wasn't flirting... i'm just making fun of raymond since he fell asleep...

well, we made up when we woke up and he told me that there would be no casual drinking sessions again... only when there's a special occassion...

Just Another Argument...

It feels so good that there's a person who understands... Who's always theere even though you don't agree on certain issues... Who'll never leave you even when you're being unreasonable...

Last night, we argued about priorities... I consider myself lucky because I worry about small things--- much smaller compared to what other people do... It was just I was angry and things come to my mind and without even thinking twice, there I was, blurting everythig out...

It feel so good when you finally patched things up... Feel his hug that tells me that everything's okay...

Another Goodbye...

My husband said that Eddie Boy went back to our shop at about 2:00 am... Somebody texted him with the message that says "Ate, tulungan mo ako...Patay na si papa". SInce my sister lend him the sim card he's using and told him that it was my hubby's old sim, he assumed that the message is for me... But when we checked, my hubby's sim is in the office table in our room. So we ignored the message thinking it's for somebody else since it's from an unregistered number.

When morning came, I asked my sister about it and she told me that that was my old sim that I gave to Jennifer. My sister borrowed it and let Eddie use it... Then I realized that that message was really for me... I thought about whom that message could have came from... Then I remembered that Anna Rose's (my cousin)father is really sick... He has lung cancer... One of his lungs is gone while the other one is also damaged...

My Tita Vine called them and confirmed that Tito Biyo is gone... We went there at about 6:00 pm and I talked to Anna... I think she's okay and she's accepted the fact that to let his father rest will be better since she witnessed his difficulties when he's still in the hospital...

Franz's sick... Me pilay siya kaya pinahilot namin kanina...Sumuka siya sa sasakyan... I had to borrow Eddie Yap's clothes since nasukahan nya ako... When we went to Csloocan, we spent more time in Tita Flor's house... Nanay, Papa, Tita Flor, Len len, Christian and Eddie Yap was there... Sumama si Eddie Yap dito sa bahay...

Death always make me sad... I just hope he's happy and comfortable wherever he is right now...

The Matchmaker...

I am a genious... As long as matchmaking is concerned, that is... Nireto ko si Tere, my hipag sa isa sa pinakamagaling na counterstrike players namin dito na si Ivan. And wow, click na click talaga... pwede na silang gumawa ng movie...

Si Tere kasi, sabi ko dito muna matulog kila mama for two nights... so as usual, nagbantay siya sa tindahan. eh she's really sexy and ang puti... kaya naman dumami na naman yung mga bumibili pati mga tumatambay...

Si Ivan naman, mas gusto ko para sa kanya kasi nag-aaral... Graduating na nga eh...

SO ayun, hindi sila masyadong nagkausap... I gave them each other's cell number tapos ayun... text sila...

Tapos, sabi ko, ihatid nya pauwi si Tere... Ganun nga nangyari... Juice ko daming kinikilig...

Tapos magkikita sila sa Saturday ulit... susunduin niya si Tere tapos ihahatid dito...

Tapos, sabay pala sila ng birthday... November 13... Ang saya talaga...

Inuman...

kahapon...

after cleaning the house, nag-open na ako ng shop... tulog pa kasi baby ko eh so sinamantala ko na para makapaglinis din ako ng shop... tapos nag-internet ako... eh sobrang bagal... tinamad na lang din ako...

a friend's asking me to help her put up a forum aas a gift for his bf... well, i can't open the forum that she created so i'm gonna make one na lang...

tapos nung gabi na, uminom kami ng mga sisters ko tsaka ni jennifer... ang saya.. tapos videoke pa... ang kukulit namin... it was fun... bait talaga ng hubby ko... understanding talaga...

My Valentine's Day...

Bgayon ko na lang ikukuwento... Wala ng time kahapon eh...

Well, the night before, I gave a letter to my husband... With a copy of the song "Panalangin" and some quotes... He thanked me and gave me a kiss...

I woke up at 8:00 am, ironed our clothes... A gray hangten polo shirt and black maong pants for him and a red cardigan, and a black 3/4 sleeved blouse, and white pedal pushers... But i ended up wearing a maroon and white striped blouse...

First, we went to Calalang General Hospital for my hubby's follow up check up but the doctor instructed that another angle of the x-ray be taken...

Afterwards, we went to SM North Edsa and ate luch at Shakey's... I had Bunch of Lunch and a chocolate shake, while he had a chicken and rice meal and pepsi... We also ordered Mojos and Dips, and a Solo Manager's Choice superpan pizza...

Then we watched the movie "Let the Love Begin"... It's so nakakakilig although the story's very simple... Grabe ang daming tao... Ang daming nakaupo sa sahig...

Tapos we went to the grocery na and bought instant spagghetti and carbonara, my favorite... diapers for baby franz, cotton buds, yogourt, jellyace, and other stuffs... Then we bought a dvd/vcd/mp3 player and a mic with our credit card...

We bought pasalubong na waffles and a mango flavored zagu...

We went home tapos nagvideoke kami... Ang saya... Nagmatapang kaming magsalang ng songs ni Whitney Houston... Ayon, wala kaming nabuo kahit isang kanta man lang...

Tapos I went online for a while then palyed Vice City...

Bandang 12:30, lumipat si baby sa amin... tapos maya-maya, nag-aya rin pabalik kay mama... nilibang namin at nanood kami ng favorite nyang lion king... nalibang naman siya but after half our, nagyaya na naman... sabi ko i'll call mama first to ask her to open the gate... tapos he took the receiver and i dialed mama's number... then i heard him sat, "bukas mo gate ha...babay..." kakaaliw... sobrang smart talaga...

Another Dream...

Napanaginipan ko na naman si Jojo... Dinalaw na naman nya ako... I really miss him... Napanaginipan ko na nasa Caloocan kami... Where we used to live... Dumalaw daw kami dun... Ako, si Kim, si Mama, si Roxanne, at saka si Rosegell... Nung oras na para umuwi, I looked for him... Nakita ko cia sa labas ng bahay... Tinawag ko cia... Paglapit nya, sabi ko, "Jo, payakap ha... Di ko kasi alam kung kelan ulit kita mapapanaginipan... Mamaya lang paggising ko wala ka na naman... Niyakap ko cia nang mahigpit...Then I cried... I woke up at 4:30 am... Inubo na naman ako at sinipon.... Sa kakaiyak... Can't help it...

I turned the tv on... I checked the Disney channel, pangit palabas, rerun of a sitcom... Sa Cartoon Network naman, Scooby-doo... I don't know why but I never really liked Scooby-doo... Then Nickelodeon... I can't really remember what's on but it's not one of my favorites so I checked on ETC... Pangit din... I ended up watching "Paloma" on HBO... I don't really know if that's the title but that's the name of the main character... It's kinda disturbing... Maricel Morales is an old maid, and older sister of Daniela... Daniela got pregnant and they planned to kill the guy... Katiwala nila sa bahay... Inutusan pa ni Maricel na maghukay sa likod bahay kasi may mga itatago daw ciang gamit... Tapos nung merrienda na, Nilagyan ni Daniela ng poisonous tablet yung juice nung guy and yung milk ng ate nya... Ayun, namatay pareho tapos nakunan si Daniela...

I fell asleep again and woke up at 7:00 am... I ironed my hubby's clothes... His white Hang-ten polo shirt... Then I fixed the bed and went to my mother's house... My baby sleeps there nowadays... I don't know why... Maybe it's the bed... I gave my hubby my "ending card" para patayaan nya sa office... It's kinda embarrassing for others but, dang! I make money with it...

Then tumambay kami sa tindahan with Kuya Jhun, my kumpare and mama who's inside her store... I don't know why but I'm not used to calling my baby's godparents kumpare or mare...

I cooked breakfast... Hotdogs, Eggs- sunny side up, and Tuyo... Then mama made hot chocolate for us... Then we ate.

Afterwards, I went to our shop and nagwalis ako sa loob tsaka sa labas... It's really cold... Kahapon pa... Tapos I opened up the "server" and connected on Internet... I checked whether my downloads were finished... Just two of them were. Alicia Key's If I Ain't Got You and Mariah Carey's Through the Rain... Dami ko na sanang MP3's... Bad trip kasi... I forgot to made back-ups nung nag-reformat...

Wala pang customer... My husband called... Magdedeliver cia ngaun ng Demande Letters... One in Manila and one in Pasay...

Ang bagal ng internet... Di ako makapagpost ng maayos...

jojo...